I did my French test today... it went good, sadly no better than I expected, but also no worse. I'm burned out of schoolwork already, and it's not ever Tuesday. Exams are a killer.
Something that's been on my mind a lot lately is that I'm not ready to grow up. I admit in public that I'm immature and unready for the real world. In reality, I feel okay to do things on my own; however I know how hard life is going to be like, and I don't want to live it right now. I want to stay as a kid so I can prepare myself for the worse years to come.
This is how my life is:
2011 grade 10
2012 grade 11
2013 graduate.
2014 Uni year 1
2015 Uni year 2
2016 Uni year 3
2017 Uni year 4
2017-2025 debt repayment. And that's being optimistic.
Really, from where I can see the plupart de mon vie will be repaying my debts. It's not something I can accept, but it's something I fear will be all too present in my future.
I'm not ready.
I want to have fun, and live life while I can. I don't want to be old and have responsibility, worry about money. I'm worried enough about money as it is! [more on that another time
S a r a h
P.S. this is a messy post... I don't have much to update on my list of things to do - I worked on Business for 2 hours and took my French test. See you tomorrow.
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